decisions, decisions

I’m struggling to make a good choice right now.

on one hand, i want to make the “smart” be good to myself. make a choice that i won’t regret. live a peaceful life.

on the other hand, i want to make a choice that makes up for all my loss time, loss efforts. something/someone that will treat me right. the way you never did. but this choice carries regret.

I feel like i’ve been cheated out of a good deal. i want to do something that will make up for it.