Not going home.

Oh I’ve been dancin’
On my own, on my own
As long as you’re looking
I don’t feel alone

I feel so done. I’m so tired. I don’t have any more words that I can use to express my feelings. I don’t feel like anything I said made an impact. It’s like I was talking to a wall.

 

Do you understand? Were you listening? I don’t even know if I should bother explaining myself anymore because it feels like a waste of my efforts. What use is it explaining myself, if it won’t be acknowledged?

 

I’m so scared of not trying. I’m scared that I’ll one day get so tired that I won’t care anymore.

Who’s gonna walk you
Through the dark side of the morning?
Who’s gonna rock you
When the sun won’t let you sleep?
Who’s waking up to drive you home
When you’re drunk and all alone?
Who’s gonna walk you
Through the dark side of the morning?
It ain’t me

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I can’t think of what i’ve done wrong for this to happen. I’ve given the benefit of the doubt. I gave my understanding. I gave patience. I gave my knowledge. I’ve done all I can to help you see what I see, and for you to feel what I feel. What did I do wrong?

 

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