hoping and praying.

i’m experiencing a million different emotions again. except, not in such short times again.

i reached out and there seems to be hope.
but there are now multiple thoughts that come with that.

  1. i must not think too highly of these chances, and understand that a chance is a chance. there are no guarantees. calm down, and work hard.
  2. prepare for failure. brace yourself.
  3. all i can do now is wait.
  4. if failure happens, these chances and opportunities were just because you are lucky. you still messed up.

i can’t thank these people enough for trying. there are no guarantees, but thank you, thank you, and thank you

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