i’m experiencing a million different emotions again. except, not in such short times again.
i reached out and there seems to be hope.
but there are now multiple thoughts that come with that.
- i must not think too highly of these chances, and understand that a chance is a chance. there are no guarantees. calm down, and work hard.
- prepare for failure. brace yourself.
- all i can do now is wait.
- if failure happens, these chances and opportunities were just because you are lucky. you still messed up.
i can’t thank these people enough for trying. there are no guarantees, but thank you, thank you, and thank you