i wish there was a machine like this.

i want to travel down memory lane.
i want to think about what could’ve been.
i want to feel the happiness or the sadness that i would have to go through.

i want to just sit and settle down,
go to school, go to work.
come home, chill with my SO,
go crazy with friends.

but how is that supposed to happen?

i wish there was a time machine go to the future and see if it was all worth it.
or maybe go back,
be a little more observant,
see what the problem was and then fix it.

it’s like i’ve freed so many balloons away already.

too many tears spent on useless things,
i’m happy for you all,
i really am.

but when is it me?

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