you meet the wrong people only to prep you to meet the right people.
two negative makes a positive?
well, i say i’m done with meeting the wrong ppl.
not only do i wanna be friends with them and not lose them in my life
but i’m anxious about my future,
i wanna know what’s next,
i’m getting tired of waiting for the next step,
i come home, wait to see if i get to where i wanna go
wait for an answer
nothing seems to be happening at the right time.
i can’t help but to feel left out, alone perhaps…
i’m anxious and still waiting.
wish me luck
and here i am, still sitting,
i’ve just realized that i’ve deleted his number from my phone,
after the incident,
i’ve always thought that one day he’ll talk to me again
and we’ll be the same best friend and sibling relationship as we were before
and i’ve waiting,
i guess not it’s gonna happen
and i did wonder why i still have his number there,
but i think it was cuz i was really hoping to keep this friend.
well, so one day as i was looking through my phone book,
his name was gone,
and i mean, i can easily restoring this number.
but i’m not.
sometimes, when you have something that you really want to let go
but you can’t bring yourself to,
get someone to do it, secretly
cuz then you won’t notice.
i’ve never felt better 🙂