fear, and trust.
which one will take over first?
what if my life ends up like this story?
did i ever make a wrong decision?
will i be that 1 in a 100?
if it worked the first time, can it fail the second? the third?
fear takes over my life.
yet, after being told that nothing bad will happen,
i still sit here, horrified, worried…
i can’t be over thinking this time,
how can something so small,
scare the shit out of me?