32dayss…

ifs i counted rightt…
32 days till end of school
then grade 11 larr ><
*Sighh*
so not gonna make it mangg…
it takes me hella long to do my hw already…
lookz…12:14…
and i’m only on #5 out of 16 for s.s…
11 more…
AND ITS S.S who the hell wants to do it….>__>


oh btw you evil brother 😡
thanks for staring at me and giving me evil looks
although i haven’t called you “gor gor” for like ages
but dude…
thanks for the looks 🙂
u suck too ðŸ™‚

hm…

18 days since i last blog :O
oh well….so busy lately…
so much hw and test…
and almost grade 11…
feel so old…
then we have another fast year of grade 12…
graduation luu…
then we all go seperate ways :


procastination muchh =o=”
12:40 am
and still trying to finish a japanese project…
need to draw…colour…
fineline…and write…
*sighh*
too much lar 😦
ging sun fu lor…
已經唔想做啦…TT___TT


最近…我覺得
我地依班朋友之間即隔離越來越大…
好奈都唔會chat一下…
唔似以前咁
我地聯講一聲hi都少左 😦

i don’t get it…

why must u be my brother?
why must i be so conserened?
i feel so weak now, i’m scared
because i don’t have that big brother to protect me anymore
i know you’re sad, i know ur upset, i know ur frustrated
i am too
i just want to talk it out with you like we use to
i hate myself
i hate how i’m trying to find that big brother type person to replace you
because
youre irreplable

i don’t know anymore
i’m confusing myself

我好掛住以前個一個哥哥
你去o左邊呀 :

aiyaaa

you know…
i have no clue…
i dun understand myself…
and this is what i get…
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arggg
*points down* i said i was gonna take time off tho think…
hm…
and guess wat…
ms idiotic didn’t do that…
*sigh*
wat now?!
*shakes head* such a failure…
i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno ><
arrrgggg!!!!!! :@
WWWHHHHYYYY MMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
lo dou where are you when i need you? :