B-dayy

September 28, 2007
hehehe…my b-day luu!
went to schoool and saw a whole bunch of ppl around my locker…
hehehe my locker’s wrapped =]
the day was alright…
got me presents =]
THANKS GUYSS!!!!
ppl said hbd…*
the day went finnnee!!! =P
went to tutor after schoolll =
went to aber…
hung around…
went to gogo…ate…
went home…
ate cakee =] yummm
went on the comp…talked on msn…
sleptt

Today
woke up…did chinese school hw…went to play baddy…
omg lar…my baddy skillz suckk!!!!
i can’t even flick my wrist..
and i gotta fix my other hand too…=__=”
>< went to chinese school…the usuall crap…
gonna go out for dinner later…
yupyup…gonna update more later 😛


strange week?

weeelllllll…
in short…everything started as a mess…
and i guess now its bak to normal… =P
or in some points…even better?

=…hw sucsk crap…
b-day coming up…
wat else?
i’m so readdy for the next game
fuck today’s game…
we lost…
but you know wat?
i’m gonna carry down my anger…
and use it on the next game…
smash their heads off >=]
MUHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

pro D dayyy

woke up…turned on my comp…
watched some dramas…
ate food…and now i’m sitting here…
listening to a good song “Apologize”
yupp…
i have math tutor later…gahh
and then badminton…
wow…fun ness?


everyone’s been saying
“cheer up…he’s not worth it…”
“he’s not worth ur love”
“putting someone that doesn’t care about you in your heart isn’t worth it”
“if he cared about you he wouldn’t want you to be sad”
“anger is what gets you over a break up”
“through sadness you get anger…its better to be mad then sad”
“just be pissed…let it all out…then once you let out all this anger…you feel calm and you can move on”

but how?
everytime i look down the hall…there you are…
at ur locker…with the cold face that seems to scare me everytime i look…
save me…
i dun wanna cry everytime i think about you…(even though it feels good to cry it all out)
i wanna smile…and i want YOU to smile…
i just wanna be “ii tomodachi”s


wow…wat a bad day…

first thing
got so upset with ur face…
i look at it…and all i see is a cold face…
can’t you smile at me?…
you make me so scared ever time i look down b-wing…
fak! How the hell am i supposed to get angry at you when i dun have a reason?
i just wanna be friends and talk…how hard is that

Second thing
WHO THE FAK THREW SOAP WATER AT US!?
i wasn’t crying cuz of that tho if ur curious…
but still…FAK YOU!

Third Thing
is it just me? or is it the season of broken hearts? =

sighhh…

OMFG!!! X 1020147896521025478521587452145741

OMFG OMFG…
IS TODAY MY LUCKY DAY OR SUMTHING!?!?!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
I CAN’T BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE YOU IN SUCH A PLACE!!!
YOU JUST MADE MY DAYY!!!
FUCK ALL THE WHITTINGHAM CRAP!!!
YOU JUST MADE MY DAYYY!!!!
OMG OMG OMGG!!!
nice hair btw…
good to see that ur still the old you =]
holy crap!!!!
after i left i can’t stop smiling!!!
wow!!! ><
i forgot to thank you for the voodoo ><
omg!!!
i’m gonna react like this till the end of the week…
OMFG!!! SO HAPPYY!!!
MUST MARK IT ON MY CALENDER!!
❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
wat is this an early b-day present!??!?!
must remember this day…
September 12…so happyy!!!!

= X 10000…

first week of school…
A – Japanese 10 : had to share a class with the grade 9s…but thats alright…i still have my crew >=]
B – Science 10 : its alright =P i have friends all good 8D
C – Math Hon. 10 : CRAP!! MR CORBETT MAKES NO SENCE!!! =[ i miss ms hewitt ='[
D – CADD Lv.2 : the class feels funny…feels like i dun belong…>__>
E – S.S 10 : HOLY CRAP MR WHITTINGHAM IS SCARYY…this is gonna be a long year…=__=”
F – Band 10 : well…i’m in class full of grade 8s and stuff…but its alright…i guess…>__>
G – PE 10 : its alright…alot of 8por…i mean ALOT!!! well…but i have irene, deb, rod, crista AND LUCAS LOOKALIKE!!
H – English 10 : OMFG I LOVE THIS CLASS!!! ❤ ❤ <3~


this weeks been alright…
my heart hurts…its so empty…its strange…
well…thx to charles it feel better i guess…
him and his helpful words =]
but i’m still sad…
i just wanna crawl into that locker and cry again…
it felt good…let it all out…no regrets
well…the day when i just asked you that question…
i felt proud i did…
but now…i’m bak to the beginning…
i’m worrying…i can’t let go…
i’m thinking alittle too much…
i wonder how much longer it’s gonna take?
2 months? 6 months? 1 year? 2 years?

I never had a dream come true

Till that day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on

You’ll always be my baby


where are you?
i really miss you…who’s gonna talk to me when i’m sad?
the only thing i can do now is talk to the mermaid and hope you can hear me…
i really hope you come bak in a year…
a year is a short time…yes i know…
but the hallways never seemed so empty
i really miss you i want it bak to the time when i can go upstairs and i KNOW you’ll be there
i wonder how much we’re gonna change
are you gonna have ur good boy thing bak? or still the bad boy?
if i had long hair…wat would you say?
the only thing i can do now is look around of memories of you
very time i see something i go…
hey…thats wat HE likes…haha i remember the joke you told about this…
i can’t wait to see you
わたし の やさしい お兄さん ( my sweet older brother)
おだいじに! (Take Care of yourself)


all this love problem…
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Why do i cry? =

i tried to be brave today…
i tried to walk up to you and just be brave
say sumthing…and not be scared…
i guess i did that for a while…
but when i started talking…
i felt invisible…
i don’t understand…
whats so hard to do?
just talk to me…
i just want to here you say sumthing to me
when she told you “you look skinnier did you go on a diet?”
you mess up her hair…i was jealous
a bad thing to do…
i can’t help it…cuz thats wat YOU used to do…
i miss that…i feel so empty…
this is worst thatn grade 8…
you’re a star so bright and pretty…
i’m nothing but a piece of grass…everyone sits on me…
all i can do is just sit there and look at you
cuz ur too far to reach…
i wish we can be like shan and dan…
still talking to each other…
still really happy…
why can’t we do that?
i’m so glad you left before i cried…
i dun wanna show it to you that i’m scared…that i still love you


you break, you buy…

are you gonna buy my heart now?