死得啦…

i watched “Nana”…
a very bad thing to do…
cuz we use to have really good conversations about it…
i would say that you can be Nobu and i can be Hachi…
then we can have true love…
but as the story goes on…i realized that its reversed…
I’m Nobu, the person that loves you alot, and will do anything for you to be happy
and you’re Hachi, you picked another person to be with because you love them more than me…
i miss you, wat should i do?
 its hard to sleep without the light blue pillow that i always throw at you
how should i face you when we go bak to school?
i’m confused…
i’ve never loved a person so much
how can something be so pretty far away
but so deadly close up?
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where are you when i need you the most?
must you leave?
after i get when you got me as a present
i’m gonna treasure it forever
take it out when i’m sad
what ever it is, i’m sure when i talk to it
it’ll feel like talking to you
life will never be the same without you,
it gonna be quiet, lonely…
i miss you too
i remember you said : “可能你以經愛上左我啦, 哈哈哈” (maybe you’re slowly falling in love with me, hahaah)
maybe i am…i treat you like my family
the person i can rely in when i have problem
it sucks how so many things remind me of you…
same with him…*points up*
i hope you come bak in a year
because we’re all gonna change
who knows? i may have long hair again…
may be you’ll be that really “gwai jai” that you really are inside
maybe i turned more girlyy….

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Last day of volunteering!!!

aww >< today is the last day of volunteering!!!
so many cute kids!
but i have to leave…
like CRYSTAL MA TIGER CLAWSS!!!
she’s cute…and then there’s Jiana!
so cutee!!! >< and so good…not the bad kid…
(Y) Danya…so badd…so badd…
she has like…-2 R.A.T.S …
anywayss…i still have to go bak there on friday…
cuzz…
REVENGE ON THE LEADERS DAYY!!!
yupp xDD
gonna be sad…
I HAVE TO GO BAK NEXT YEAR!!
I’M GONNA DO THIS EVERYEAR UNTILL I GRAD!!!
muhahahah!!!
unless i go bak to hk…>__>
gonna WORK there next year…get paiddd
hehehe
gonna miss summer daycamp 2007 =[

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still sad…^^”
raWRRR
i should really look on the good sidee
=__=”
i miss you ><
but i can’t do anything about it anymore…
cuz i’m not in the position…
i still love you ><
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Love resembles a hole; A rabbit’s hole, a never ending hole.
Along the way, there are resting stops.
A place for you to cry because you’ll never find the exit.
A place for you to be happy because you found someone to fall in this hole with you.
At the end of this hole, there is a prize.
Money? Cars? A big house?
No, all you win, is the fact that you won’t be alone from then on.
You have found someone that you can trust, that you can live your life with.
You may not know it, but you may already be falling in the hole; this never ending hole.

Crushing
resembles sand; quick sand, a kind of sand that when you are officially
submerged in, you will find yourself in a rabbit hole.
When you walk along in life.
At first you may not notice whats below your feet.
Until you have stepped into this sand.
Some people are fast and can get out right away.
But others, that fail, and slowly submerge into this sand.
In the end, they will find themselves falling in a rabbit hole.

Breaking
up resembles water; the kind of water where you wash off all the dirt
from the never ending rabbit hole, and the sand from the drowning quick
sand.
Some people can just walk into this water, wash the sand and dirt off and walk back on land.
But some people, they decide to go for a swim, and end up drowning in this dark open water.
If you think you got every single piece of sand and dirt off your body, you’re wrong!
Because there are always other pieces that are stuck on other places of your body, leaving a mark, forever and ever.

So when you heard that people are crushing are loving.
It
may not be a good thing,because secretly they are falling the rabbit
hole, drowning in the sand, or being washed away in the water
Unless you can find someone that can help you, pull you through.
That is what friends are for.
When
you see a friend sinking or falling, if they enjoy it help them make
this time the best of their life. If they suffer, pull them up, save
them.

–> By : Ariel

End of volunteering week 2!

 as i was saying…
hm…
monday and wednesday = normall
tuesday = sasamat lake =]
thursday : auquarium…yushan couldn’t commee >< raWRRR so tiring tho…head count every like…10 minutes…keeping track of all the kids…><
Friday : cambie grammy dayy!!! the kids had to make an mv…the group i ended up helping in the end was doing “Keep Holding On” by avril…so emotional…so sad…the video was cute tho…the final vid. of all the MVs together was funny…lolz
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was talking to ronny the other day…
nice of us to keep in touch ^^”
thx lar!!! i’ll be alright! just have fun in HK!
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you know…
blocking me on fb isn’t helping at all
i actually think about you more…
how did i end up like thiss??
i guess i loved you more than i thought…
“everything i do reminds me of you…”
its true…i was in the car one morning and my dad’s like…
“hey look! its JESUS light…”
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i looked and it was really pretty…but you know wat the first thing i though of was…
lay lor…
too many memories…
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after you left there isn’t anyone to talk to…
but i know i’m a big girl now!!!
have to rely on myselff
thx for the help
i will never forget you
多謝你啊老豆…我大女個啦!!! 我要靠自己啦!!! 祝我好運啦!!!
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Mandy Moore Umbrella cover

everyone that i love is leaving me…

first him…
then koiy…

“him”
i’m pretty much over him already…
i’m pretty much bak to my normal life…
but you know what just turns EVERYTHING around?
he…deleted me off his fb friends listt…
wtf!?!? wat did i ever do to you?
do you hate me that much?
I SHOULD BE THE ONE THAT DELETES YOU OFF MY LIST!
wtf is wrong with you…
can’t we atleast TRY to be friends?
i know we can’t go bak to when we first met
but can’t we atleast talk alittle more?
say a “whats up” “hows it going” once in a while?
am i that annoying?

“koiy”
i know i should respect ur decision
but whyy!??!?
i trust you so muchhh…
whyy?
ur the one i trust the most…
i’m glad i talk to you when i was sadd ><
“mmGwor” lolz…
yeaa?? so wat if i love you?
i love you like a family!
i trust you cuz you tell me the truth and you dun hide anything
i’ll always keep you in my heart
RIP my dear friend
hope you come bak in a year…
hope i can see you then…
untill then…gl in the real world…

this week has been a sad one…=